Its the last day of the year 2008, of course this missy here need to at least write a post rite? If not wasted.
I am not a fan of new year. I had saying good byes and welcoming uncertainties. :D
But change is the only thing that is constant and not like its my choice to stop time :)
So, there Happy New Year 2009.
I wish that this year will be better than 2008 and filled with peace joy hope and happiness for me and everyone else.
And in the face of adversity, we rise as one and defect the ailing earth, the ailing economy, ailing politics and what not.
I no longer make resolutions. I was asked couple of weeks ago before I knocked off for my long vacation what my new year resolutions are. I blatantly said out loud, i no longer make any and has been this way for a while now.
I only wish for one thing, Good Health and to go thru the new year with the Blessed Lord guiding me and showing me the way.
Oh i do have a secret wish, if you look at my shelfari - books reading, u get my hint..
So anyone gonna support me in achieving this secret wish?
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
He is the Reason for this Season
As we celebrate the season, we have welcomed the Son of God into this world.
to the Christians he is our saviour and He is the Reason for the Reason.
But he came becoz we are the REASON.
I love this song and I would like to share with you during this Season.
We Are the Reason <--- click here
to the Christians he is our saviour and He is the Reason for the Reason.
But he came becoz we are the REASON.
I love this song and I would like to share with you during this Season.
We Are the Reason <--- click here
Hello Hello
Hello friends,
I call you friends, becoz most of the peeps who read this blog are my real life friends :D
Sorry for the long hiatus. I just don't know whats wrong with me these days.
As we count down to the new years, I just wanted to say this. As I am happy to welcome the new year, for the new and hopefully better things to happen but part of me is wary about welcoming the new year.
As always, as the new year approaches, I will be one year older. Seems like year after year , the only constant change is getting a year older. Nothing major, nothing out of the world has happened to me.
In 4 months I will turn another year older, bringing me closer to another age group. how scary is that. Anyways, my brother who is 3 years older than me and has short sightedness is now plagued with near sightedness... My sister who is 3 years older than my older brother has been diagnosed with near sightedness just couple of months ago. So , am i the next victim
I hope not. Sigh....
With that note, I would like to wish you happy new year 2009 and may the new year bring you good health (most importante), and prosperity and happiness all year round.
I call you friends, becoz most of the peeps who read this blog are my real life friends :D
Sorry for the long hiatus. I just don't know whats wrong with me these days.
As we count down to the new years, I just wanted to say this. As I am happy to welcome the new year, for the new and hopefully better things to happen but part of me is wary about welcoming the new year.
As always, as the new year approaches, I will be one year older. Seems like year after year , the only constant change is getting a year older. Nothing major, nothing out of the world has happened to me.
In 4 months I will turn another year older, bringing me closer to another age group. how scary is that. Anyways, my brother who is 3 years older than me and has short sightedness is now plagued with near sightedness... My sister who is 3 years older than my older brother has been diagnosed with near sightedness just couple of months ago. So , am i the next victim
I hope not. Sigh....
With that note, I would like to wish you happy new year 2009 and may the new year bring you good health (most importante), and prosperity and happiness all year round.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Mysterious Ways....
As Christians, we know that sometimes, we do not understand or cannot understand God's ways. Why He somethings, why He did not save someone. But all in all, He being the Almighty, has his reason beyond what we can see. Its hard to comprehend and sometimes hard to accept.
As for me, I find it hard at times and takes me awhile before I could see the meaning in all that has happened.
Couple of Thurdays' ago, some weird thing happened. I wrote to a friend in the US after having not kept in touch for awhile. My email was simple, 3 liner. But her reply was long and some things are very warranted for. My email went just by saying, how are you, long time haven't heard from u. Things are the same here. Haven't found mr right.
She wrote a long email and I found her email abit tactless. One of the thing she said was, most women in MY after a certain age as deemed as no value. Her friends went thru that balblablaa. and its high time, i pack my bags and leave the country in search of someone. This can only change if i make the decision to move or else nothing would happen. MY men don't like older women... so blablabllaba...
U get the gist.
Anyways, I thought that email - well she wanted to be frank and all - could have been written in a more tactful way. Just becoz she is happily married to a gwiloo , she needn't make people feel like they have no value??
ANyways, the strange thing started... after that. ( could be co-incidence , if you are a non believer and may just deem it as that).
After I received her email on the next day, means friday , after reading her email, I feel abit disturbed (if you get what i mean?) Anyways, around 9+10+am, I received an email from this girl Eve, ringgit introduced us some time ago. She asked me if i remembered her, I said yes I do. Then she went on to say that, she won these two tickets for a lunch at this certain place in PJ. The radio talk show was about relationship.. and the listeners were suppose to write in and tell about their most memorable memories etc... she wrote in and she won two seats for lunch. Well of course the lunch isn't just a simple lunch.. u sorta like meet ppl? She gets to bring a guest... no bf/gf allowed - get my drift? since its a sat and all, i said alright i would go. So... u see..did God arrange all this?
Then on Sunday nite, I was watching TV and i happened to chanced upon this show called She Got the looks. I wonder what this all about. Then realized that its a show where they pick women above 35 to be models... Some who made it out of the gazzillion ppl who auditioned, were above age of 50 , the oldest was 63.
Is God trying to tell me something?
I believe so....
God works in mysterious ways!
As for me, I find it hard at times and takes me awhile before I could see the meaning in all that has happened.
Couple of Thurdays' ago, some weird thing happened. I wrote to a friend in the US after having not kept in touch for awhile. My email was simple, 3 liner. But her reply was long and some things are very warranted for. My email went just by saying, how are you, long time haven't heard from u. Things are the same here. Haven't found mr right.
She wrote a long email and I found her email abit tactless. One of the thing she said was, most women in MY after a certain age as deemed as no value. Her friends went thru that balblablaa. and its high time, i pack my bags and leave the country in search of someone. This can only change if i make the decision to move or else nothing would happen. MY men don't like older women... so blablabllaba...
U get the gist.
Anyways, I thought that email - well she wanted to be frank and all - could have been written in a more tactful way. Just becoz she is happily married to a gwiloo , she needn't make people feel like they have no value??
ANyways, the strange thing started... after that. ( could be co-incidence , if you are a non believer and may just deem it as that).
After I received her email on the next day, means friday , after reading her email, I feel abit disturbed (if you get what i mean?) Anyways, around 9+10+am, I received an email from this girl Eve, ringgit introduced us some time ago. She asked me if i remembered her, I said yes I do. Then she went on to say that, she won these two tickets for a lunch at this certain place in PJ. The radio talk show was about relationship.. and the listeners were suppose to write in and tell about their most memorable memories etc... she wrote in and she won two seats for lunch. Well of course the lunch isn't just a simple lunch.. u sorta like meet ppl? She gets to bring a guest... no bf/gf allowed - get my drift? since its a sat and all, i said alright i would go. So... u see..did God arrange all this?
Then on Sunday nite, I was watching TV and i happened to chanced upon this show called She Got the looks. I wonder what this all about. Then realized that its a show where they pick women above 35 to be models... Some who made it out of the gazzillion ppl who auditioned, were above age of 50 , the oldest was 63.
Is God trying to tell me something?
I believe so....
God works in mysterious ways!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Aiyoyo
I have been trying to lose weight for some time now. It keeps yoyo-ing. When I thought i have dropped some, then it comes back.
I need to be more determined in trying to achieve this successfully.
Need motivation.
NEED to lose 5kg... ok ok lets not be too ambitious. Maybe start with 2kg?
plan to resume with herbal life and also exercising.
I need to be more determined in trying to achieve this successfully.
Need motivation.
NEED to lose 5kg... ok ok lets not be too ambitious. Maybe start with 2kg?
plan to resume with herbal life and also exercising.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
ipod touch
Today I attended a vendor's event and of course representing my company....
I won an ipod touch!!! But chances are, due to the company's policy i might not get to keep it :(
firstly due to the price of the ipod and secondly i was representing the company
Easy come easy go i guess.
will need to inform my boss about this... aiyayayaya
i was thinking maybe i shouldn't even have gone up to take it?? Then again!!! aiyayayaya. How i know it was gonna be so ex prize.
I won an ipod touch!!! But chances are, due to the company's policy i might not get to keep it :(
firstly due to the price of the ipod and secondly i was representing the company
Easy come easy go i guess.
will need to inform my boss about this... aiyayayaya
i was thinking maybe i shouldn't even have gone up to take it?? Then again!!! aiyayayaya. How i know it was gonna be so ex prize.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Rising Above the Disppointments
Hello hello. I am glad to report that I am feeling much better after the terrible situation couple of weeks ago. Took me a few days but I rose above it all. I can't say that i am no longer bitter or sad about it.
I am back from my vacation for about a week now.
anyways.. praying for the grace of God... to survive through this.
Below - happy memories.
I am back from my vacation for about a week now.
anyways.. praying for the grace of God... to survive through this.
Below - happy memories.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I am Back
Hello... i know its been awhile since i last wrote. Since I didn't have much good things to write, I didn't want to rant or talk about negative things. If you have gone to my so called other blog you would know that I am trying to stay positive.
Unfortunately, this entry doesn't bring much good news either except for one good news :) I will leave that to the last in this post.
As you know, I have been struggling for along time now in my work environment. For those who knows me this have been happening since my other company. Somehow, I have this ability to attract all the wrong manager/supervisor , etc.
For these 4 years, I would say I have achieved more than I ever had in my previous company. I am doing well but unfortunately, eventho my boss recognizes it but those above locally don't. In this place where i work, ethnicity plays the ultimate part. Its disappointing. boss wants to move me up but my so called local manager doesn't want. He rather move someone from outside the team into the my team when my TL moves out. Today I had a heart to heart talk with my boss initiated by me, thats how i found out all these things. This is also the first time I poured out my true feelings, my thoughts after 4 years reporting to boss. I knew of this plan since May. since then it had been silence. Today it was revealed that she found out 3 weeks ago, that my so called local manager plans to execute this. Boss told me he/she had wanted to tell me so that i won't be disappointed if this doesn't materialize. I told boss I already had the feeling that my local manager would do this when boss first told me. Boss just smiled. Anyways, boss said boss would move me out if this moving up doesn't happen.
In a way, I am sad but in another perspective, it might turn out to be good, IF and WHEN i get to move. I hope all these don't just end up as words and merely words.
I am trying to digest this and hope that something good will come out of this. And some impartial and fair person will see and finally give me whats deserving of my hard work.
As per this Sunday's reading at church, we know not of what God's plan are for us... We are not at that level who can understand why God does this and that.
And i want to have faith that God knows that I am hurting now and that He knows that I have done my best but my best isn't good enough to these ppl who only see color above everything else.
Lastly I will be going on vacation this Thursday.... One good vacation i hope will at least heal this brokenness.
Unfortunately, this entry doesn't bring much good news either except for one good news :) I will leave that to the last in this post.
As you know, I have been struggling for along time now in my work environment. For those who knows me this have been happening since my other company. Somehow, I have this ability to attract all the wrong manager/supervisor , etc.
For these 4 years, I would say I have achieved more than I ever had in my previous company. I am doing well but unfortunately, eventho my boss recognizes it but those above locally don't. In this place where i work, ethnicity plays the ultimate part. Its disappointing. boss wants to move me up but my so called local manager doesn't want. He rather move someone from outside the team into the my team when my TL moves out. Today I had a heart to heart talk with my boss initiated by me, thats how i found out all these things. This is also the first time I poured out my true feelings, my thoughts after 4 years reporting to boss. I knew of this plan since May. since then it had been silence. Today it was revealed that she found out 3 weeks ago, that my so called local manager plans to execute this. Boss told me he/she had wanted to tell me so that i won't be disappointed if this doesn't materialize. I told boss I already had the feeling that my local manager would do this when boss first told me. Boss just smiled. Anyways, boss said boss would move me out if this moving up doesn't happen.
In a way, I am sad but in another perspective, it might turn out to be good, IF and WHEN i get to move. I hope all these don't just end up as words and merely words.
I am trying to digest this and hope that something good will come out of this. And some impartial and fair person will see and finally give me whats deserving of my hard work.
As per this Sunday's reading at church, we know not of what God's plan are for us... We are not at that level who can understand why God does this and that.
And i want to have faith that God knows that I am hurting now and that He knows that I have done my best but my best isn't good enough to these ppl who only see color above everything else.
Lastly I will be going on vacation this Thursday.... One good vacation i hope will at least heal this brokenness.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
The Silence
I know, I have been silent for awhile now. Its not that I didn't feel like writing, its more to my mind is such a mess now, I don't think I can write a proper entry.
Lately, these things keep cropping up in my mind. I am already 3X , can be considered old. And... when I ponder back, I wonder what have I achieved? Seems like nothing.
Further to that, I can't seem to find my Mr. right either. Lack of friends and company is making the situation worse. It just seems to bleak. For years, ppl have been telling me, it will come. But will really come. I think probably I should stop hoping.
Maybe its time to do some disappearing soon.
I have also been trying to be prudent in my spending. I think I have sort of thought of a way to help with my spending. One thought is when I feel like splurging say on something I will not do it instead I would actually put that money in the bank. E.g if I saw a pair of shoes which I like, say it cost about RM80. Think whether I need it, if not bank that RM80 into my account. Sounds like a plan but now the question is, can I execute that flawlessly?
Lately, these things keep cropping up in my mind. I am already 3X , can be considered old. And... when I ponder back, I wonder what have I achieved? Seems like nothing.
Further to that, I can't seem to find my Mr. right either. Lack of friends and company is making the situation worse. It just seems to bleak. For years, ppl have been telling me, it will come. But will really come. I think probably I should stop hoping.
Maybe its time to do some disappearing soon.
I have also been trying to be prudent in my spending. I think I have sort of thought of a way to help with my spending. One thought is when I feel like splurging say on something I will not do it instead I would actually put that money in the bank. E.g if I saw a pair of shoes which I like, say it cost about RM80. Think whether I need it, if not bank that RM80 into my account. Sounds like a plan but now the question is, can I execute that flawlessly?
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
WOW very canggih
After a sleepless night and i opened my eyes at 6am and decided I needed to go see the doctor. I can't go to work. My whole body is aching, my eyes hurt and my head feels like its going to burst.
I went to see the dr and he told me that I have pressure - high!!!! and I have to take care. He gave me some anti-anxiety pills to take at nite to soothe my nerves and hopefully able to sleep.
On my way back, I decided to stop at Mc D for brekkie. I took the set of egg mcmuffin.
I found something, the tea cup or holder or whatever you call it so canggih(sophisticated) one.
Check this out :-
1) The Cup side View
2) Notice the cap that closes the open are for the liquid to flow out? The flap can be opened up. Notice the bulging top? and the hollow dented in section at the top?
3) flip it over the top and press it to the hole wa la... don't need to hold the flap wor. So canggih hor... i am impressed. The cup used to be different.
4) Top view.
I am impressed!!!
I went to see the dr and he told me that I have pressure - high!!!! and I have to take care. He gave me some anti-anxiety pills to take at nite to soothe my nerves and hopefully able to sleep.
On my way back, I decided to stop at Mc D for brekkie. I took the set of egg mcmuffin.
I found something, the tea cup or holder or whatever you call it so canggih(sophisticated) one.
Check this out :-
1) The Cup side View
2) Notice the cap that closes the open are for the liquid to flow out? The flap can be opened up. Notice the bulging top? and the hollow dented in section at the top?
3) flip it over the top and press it to the hole wa la... don't need to hold the flap wor. So canggih hor... i am impressed. The cup used to be different.
4) Top view.
I am impressed!!!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
The Aftermath of Fuel Hike - Has your lifestyle change?
Its now about 1 week plus since the fuel hike of 41%. Its quite a steep raise as we all can tell.
Since then, if you open the papers, you would see people esp those politicians asking us to change our lifestyle.
I was one of the first, who said I can't change my lifestyle as I don't even have a luxurious lifestyle now.
But I have to say this. Since the fuel hike, I have been more aware how and where I spend my money.
One of the most significant steps which I have taken is my food consumption. I now think about wastage more than ever. Now when I eat mcD, I will actually ask for a plastic bag to take away the fries when I couldn't finish. I used to just leave the unfinished fries on the tray and walk away. Thats one. When I go and eat those "chap farn" I will actually take only what I can eat and not more. Cut down on the number of dishes taken. It may seem like very small steps but at least I am taking those baby steps to help stop wastage.
Also on shopping, now i think really hard before I buy something. I see a pair of nice shoes, I will think twice before i buy it. One thing that really crop up in my mind is - Do I really need another pair??? YEAH I DO!!! kidding........... hehee
So what have you done to change your lifestyle to help with the fuel hike woes?
Since then, if you open the papers, you would see people esp those politicians asking us to change our lifestyle.
I was one of the first, who said I can't change my lifestyle as I don't even have a luxurious lifestyle now.
But I have to say this. Since the fuel hike, I have been more aware how and where I spend my money.
One of the most significant steps which I have taken is my food consumption. I now think about wastage more than ever. Now when I eat mcD, I will actually ask for a plastic bag to take away the fries when I couldn't finish. I used to just leave the unfinished fries on the tray and walk away. Thats one. When I go and eat those "chap farn" I will actually take only what I can eat and not more. Cut down on the number of dishes taken. It may seem like very small steps but at least I am taking those baby steps to help stop wastage.
Also on shopping, now i think really hard before I buy something. I see a pair of nice shoes, I will think twice before i buy it. One thing that really crop up in my mind is - Do I really need another pair??? YEAH I DO!!! kidding........... hehee
So what have you done to change your lifestyle to help with the fuel hike woes?
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Tougher Times
Today , the govt announced the increased in the price of fuel. The price will be RM2.70 midnite tonite (5th of June) and whats terrible is that before that like few hours / 1 day before, we were given the impression, the increase won't come until Aug.
Spiral effect is coming. Imagine we are already paying higher cost for food becoz of increase in price of rice and now this? Gosh.. a plate of nasi lemak will cost RM10??
I don't know, but I know that I am disappointed with what has happened and whats with all the broken promises.
I worry for my future now! I need to spend more on these essential things. SAD!!!!!
Spiral effect is coming. Imagine we are already paying higher cost for food becoz of increase in price of rice and now this? Gosh.. a plate of nasi lemak will cost RM10??
I don't know, but I know that I am disappointed with what has happened and whats with all the broken promises.
I worry for my future now! I need to spend more on these essential things. SAD!!!!!
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Surging cost of living
Prices are rising from essential food items such as rice to fuel prices.
Lunches are going up by at least 20% per plate/bowl/entree. It sucks i tell you.
Further to that, we are bracing for the announcement tomorrow on the new fuel subsidy structure. I think we can only hope for the worse. Can you imagine once fuel go up. Gas for cooking and such will sky rocket too. I am so fearful for my future. I don't think my increment can actual cover the raising cost. Not only that I would need to increase the monthly allowance which I give to my mom and my dad.
Whats happening actually? Is the fuel prices going up due to speculation?
Today some idiota made comments about how since rice is going up, people would need to cut other expenses such as book, etc - excuse me books??? Really tho' I think i belong to the handful of people who actually buy books and read them. In this country, people don't really read. Its not part of their normal habits. :P I don't think i will forgo buying books but probably buy less and probably go rent more. Since I breeze thru them you know and sometimes seems like such a waste of money. But I like to read!!!!!
Lunches are going up by at least 20% per plate/bowl/entree. It sucks i tell you.
Further to that, we are bracing for the announcement tomorrow on the new fuel subsidy structure. I think we can only hope for the worse. Can you imagine once fuel go up. Gas for cooking and such will sky rocket too. I am so fearful for my future. I don't think my increment can actual cover the raising cost. Not only that I would need to increase the monthly allowance which I give to my mom and my dad.
Whats happening actually? Is the fuel prices going up due to speculation?
Today some idiota made comments about how since rice is going up, people would need to cut other expenses such as book, etc - excuse me books??? Really tho' I think i belong to the handful of people who actually buy books and read them. In this country, people don't really read. Its not part of their normal habits. :P I don't think i will forgo buying books but probably buy less and probably go rent more. Since I breeze thru them you know and sometimes seems like such a waste of money. But I like to read!!!!!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Of Health and Health
I have been plagued by health issues lately. Its just comes pounding and pounding. Almost to the verge of scary. As i thought I was getting better and its just the cough, all of a suddenly today, I started sneezing again.
After taking antibiotics and also having seen the western doctors couple of times now, I have decided to go see the Chinese sensei for a change. Drank the first dose of chinese herbs yesterday. My mom did it for me. Tonite another dose.
I hope i will heal soon. As much as I would like to be able to mc from work but i don't think its doing me any good. :)
Yes, my love for my job hasn't improved but......... i have been trying very hard. Thats a story for another day.
Due to my health issues, I have stopped taking the shake for awhile. I want to make sure I am heal before embarking on it again. Funny thing is, I keep putting weight. Coz all this issues always make me more hungry?? maybe it was the medication.
I still need to embark on my quest to lose weight before i start hitting 40 and it would be way too late :)
After taking antibiotics and also having seen the western doctors couple of times now, I have decided to go see the Chinese sensei for a change. Drank the first dose of chinese herbs yesterday. My mom did it for me. Tonite another dose.
I hope i will heal soon. As much as I would like to be able to mc from work but i don't think its doing me any good. :)
Yes, my love for my job hasn't improved but......... i have been trying very hard. Thats a story for another day.
Due to my health issues, I have stopped taking the shake for awhile. I want to make sure I am heal before embarking on it again. Funny thing is, I keep putting weight. Coz all this issues always make me more hungry?? maybe it was the medication.
I still need to embark on my quest to lose weight before i start hitting 40 and it would be way too late :)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Things are just raising like nobody's business
Prices of things are raising like nobody's business. Its scary. When a 5kg bag of rice goes up, each plate of something goes up! Does that make sense? I mean its going up parallel!!!!!
Seriously, I am single so its not so bad. But really though, imagine people with kids and more than one child!!!! Gosh... imagine having to sustain in these times of raising cost!
I guess I have to start being more prudent in spending and eating.
Maybe a diet is good!!! I have stopped taking Herbal life since I fell sick. But surely resume once my cough ceases.
And everywhere there are sales on!!! I resisted!!!!!! Its hard but I have to lah.
I just spend some money buying RAKKU today
:D
Seriously, I am single so its not so bad. But really though, imagine people with kids and more than one child!!!! Gosh... imagine having to sustain in these times of raising cost!
I guess I have to start being more prudent in spending and eating.
Maybe a diet is good!!! I have stopped taking Herbal life since I fell sick. But surely resume once my cough ceases.
And everywhere there are sales on!!! I resisted!!!!!! Its hard but I have to lah.
I just spend some money buying RAKKU today
:D
Monday, May 19, 2008
Mission Accomplished
Alrighty!!!! My mission is completed.
Check out www.sunshineoverkl.com
This new blog is more on the generic life's musings in KL
Personal entries will remain in this blog - mystic_grey.blogspot.com
:) so happy, finally got it done.
Check out www.sunshineoverkl.com
This new blog is more on the generic life's musings in KL
Personal entries will remain in this blog - mystic_grey.blogspot.com
:) so happy, finally got it done.
Friday, May 16, 2008
Mission partly accomplished
I have been talking about this mission for ages. Nottibee's mom is fedup of hearing it from me also. hehee and has apparently called me lazy hehee.
Finally, I am embarked on "the" mission and its partially accomplished. There had been some hiccup so I am trying to straighten that out.
Hopefully this mission will be a successful one and will eventually help me in terms of my financial status. :P
Stay tuned.............. after I sort out the glitches, I will published it here and please do come visit then ok?
Finally, I am embarked on "the" mission and its partially accomplished. There had been some hiccup so I am trying to straighten that out.
Hopefully this mission will be a successful one and will eventually help me in terms of my financial status. :P
Stay tuned.............. after I sort out the glitches, I will published it here and please do come visit then ok?
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Budgetting
As we can see these days, prices of food and other essentials are rising. Its the reality of our world today. Prices always go up and once it does go up , it never comes down. The only thing that does not go up parallel with this is our salary. Sad but darn true.
I chance about this website in yahoo with regards to Enjoying good life on a budget. I think the suggestion given in there are pretty practical.
I should start to be more prudent. I need to save for my vacation next year. And as anticipated, increment is hard to come by and even when they do, its not as great as we hope.
I chance about this website in yahoo with regards to Enjoying good life on a budget. I think the suggestion given in there are pretty practical.
I should start to be more prudent. I need to save for my vacation next year. And as anticipated, increment is hard to come by and even when they do, its not as great as we hope.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Not Fully Recovered
After the flu impact last week, I thought I was on the way to recovery. How wrong was I. I have started to cough pretty bad now. I endured the day at work , coughing my lungs out.
I left work like 5 minutes earlier and went to see the dr. Apparently there is alot of phlegm in my lungs. Anyways, i had dinner and then took my medication. Right after that like very soon right after, I had a coughing fit. And i went to take my medication and almost immediately.... i started to throw up. Every darn bit came out.
I am sick.... i don't feel good.
BLEAAAHHHH....................
Pray for me...
I left work like 5 minutes earlier and went to see the dr. Apparently there is alot of phlegm in my lungs. Anyways, i had dinner and then took my medication. Right after that like very soon right after, I had a coughing fit. And i went to take my medication and almost immediately.... i started to throw up. Every darn bit came out.
I am sick.... i don't feel good.
BLEAAAHHHH....................
Pray for me...
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Being Sick and all
I haven't been feeling well this week and I have taken a day of sick leave.
something weird tho' I haven't healed yet. My nose still occasional feels like its so congested and occasionally i sneeze and then have to blow. Weird
And starting with no cough , now i am coughing
The DR gave me really strong antibiotics. First day I took it, i went to the loo 3 times. But then again this is fantastic for someone like me who has constipation problem :P
Anyways.. when i got back from work today, as I was driving - I felt my stomach rumbling.
I feel like eating
1) spagetti
2) pizza
3) asam laksa.
hehehhe.. but i haven't eaten anything and its like 1.5 hours since i got back.
something weird tho' I haven't healed yet. My nose still occasional feels like its so congested and occasionally i sneeze and then have to blow. Weird
And starting with no cough , now i am coughing
The DR gave me really strong antibiotics. First day I took it, i went to the loo 3 times. But then again this is fantastic for someone like me who has constipation problem :P
Anyways.. when i got back from work today, as I was driving - I felt my stomach rumbling.
I feel like eating
1) spagetti
2) pizza
3) asam laksa.
hehehhe.. but i haven't eaten anything and its like 1.5 hours since i got back.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Sick Again
Its that time again when i fall sick. I should really take better care of myself. I think probably after i get well, i want to visit the chinese sinsei and see if he cure my ailment.
Time sure flies when you're at home, whether you're having fun or not. hehee
I went to get more fruits for myself. Since th dr said its my allergic rhinitis acting up again due to dust. But i think its probably due to heatiness inside me. U know lah we chinese we always say heaty heaty rite. In english , i do not think there is such a term lah so they the English-ed docs will say allergy , viral infection blablablaa.
I should take better care of myself. I went to get fruits, as i was saying. Wa lau things are not cheap. RM2 for each piece of green pear i bought. alamak.
I dream that I could run again. That age and all that is not an issue. RUN and being free. I think i should start again - baby steps
P/S boss called me on my SICK leave day :(
Time sure flies when you're at home, whether you're having fun or not. hehee
I went to get more fruits for myself. Since th dr said its my allergic rhinitis acting up again due to dust. But i think its probably due to heatiness inside me. U know lah we chinese we always say heaty heaty rite. In english , i do not think there is such a term lah so they the English-ed docs will say allergy , viral infection blablablaa.
I should take better care of myself. I went to get fruits, as i was saying. Wa lau things are not cheap. RM2 for each piece of green pear i bought. alamak.
I dream that I could run again. That age and all that is not an issue. RUN and being free. I think i should start again - baby steps
P/S boss called me on my SICK leave day :(
Monday, May 05, 2008
Sunday, May 04, 2008
whats this?
Read this news
It makes me upset
Its already bad that single women have to endure alot of inconveniences when they travel and now this?
Hopefully it doesn't come into effect. Its just pure stupidity if you ask me. If i travel on my leisure why should i need my company to provide me letter?
We are adults.
Sigh... are we regressing instead of progressing?
It makes me upset
Its already bad that single women have to endure alot of inconveniences when they travel and now this?
Hopefully it doesn't come into effect. Its just pure stupidity if you ask me. If i travel on my leisure why should i need my company to provide me letter?
We are adults.
Sigh... are we regressing instead of progressing?
Friday, May 02, 2008
Over Indulged
Since last Friday, I have been indulging in eating all the normal food. I am not sure whats wrong with me. I just kept chomping in those carbs, junks. Goodness. My weight has already increased.
There goes my diet.
I also need to get back to exercising.
There goes my diet.
I also need to get back to exercising.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Happy Happy
I was going to put an entry in last nite esp it was my birthday and all but I didn't get a chance. Coz i went back home and my bro was using the pc the whole nite.
anyways, i had a good day. This year is the year which I got the most birthday wishes EVER!!!!!
Thanks for making my 3X birthday a good one :)
Cheerio.
anyways, i had a good day. This year is the year which I got the most birthday wishes EVER!!!!!
Thanks for making my 3X birthday a good one :)
Cheerio.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
My BirthDay Present to Myself
So my birthday is a day away. Before my colleague went to the US for this business trip. I have asked him to buy me a little something but I told him that if he didn't have time its OK.
And yesterday he brought it to the office for me! This is my b-day gift to myself. :P
And yesterday he brought it to the office for me! This is my b-day gift to myself. :P
hehe nice nice... smell nice also. For you Info, they don't sell this else where. They only carry this product in the US and Japan. Other places tak ade. I asked the coach store here
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
New Look
Hey Hey , Do you like my new look!?
thanks to G who introduced me to this template.
Just basic for now, till i figure out how to VAVA VROM it hehhee
thanks to G who introduced me to this template.
Just basic for now, till i figure out how to VAVA VROM it hehhee
Monday, April 14, 2008
If i ever get married
If that day ever comes, I would like the below song for the registration ceremony during mass :)
so lovely.....
When God Made You ---> click here
so lovely.....
When God Made You ---> click here
Saturday, April 12, 2008
My baby got hit
So freaking sad.
I went today to meet an old school friend.
parked my car that basement of the shopping mall.
Didn't realize there was a dent on my car until i got home. Some idiot hit my car and probably ran off lah. Didn't even leave a note.
I am so SAD!!!!!!!!!! THe paint also came off liao............
And me the ever so careful driver. Even a line or a scratch i will notice.
Its almost 1 year but not there yet
FREAKING IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOTA.
I went today to meet an old school friend.
parked my car that basement of the shopping mall.
Didn't realize there was a dent on my car until i got home. Some idiot hit my car and probably ran off lah. Didn't even leave a note.
I am so SAD!!!!!!!!!! THe paint also came off liao............
And me the ever so careful driver. Even a line or a scratch i will notice.
Its almost 1 year but not there yet
FREAKING IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOTA.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Sick & Tired
Sick and tired with my life at the moment.
Sick all those liars and biatches around.
Sick being having to be on standby and wasted my whole sat helping some idiot who didn't even say thank you. Having worked on it while she drives to work, and then didn't get to office coz her car broke down. She went to a colleagues house and then found out if didn't have wireless, refuse to reconfigure her laptop. used the other colleagues one and then messed up with the bloody remote console. (some parts of the story is abit unbelievable) WTF. While all these were happening i diagnose troubleshoot, contacted Vendor sup, and Critical Sup Acc manager. While all she did was contact my bloody moron TL. I just F'ing fed up. And at the end at 5pm, not even a word of thank you.
Sick and tired of ageing....
SICK AND TIRED OF MY WHOLE F*ING life.
Sick all those liars and biatches around.
Sick being having to be on standby and wasted my whole sat helping some idiot who didn't even say thank you. Having worked on it while she drives to work, and then didn't get to office coz her car broke down. She went to a colleagues house and then found out if didn't have wireless, refuse to reconfigure her laptop. used the other colleagues one and then messed up with the bloody remote console. (some parts of the story is abit unbelievable) WTF. While all these were happening i diagnose troubleshoot, contacted Vendor sup, and Critical Sup Acc manager. While all she did was contact my bloody moron TL. I just F'ing fed up. And at the end at 5pm, not even a word of thank you.
Sick and tired of ageing....
SICK AND TIRED OF MY WHOLE F*ING life.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Truly Disappointed
I don't like to talk about politics but what i have been reading lately in the papers truly disappoints me.
Why you might ask? We are like into 2weeks after the big tsunami but things are still hazy and blur.
Firstly seems like when forming the state exco and also picking the MB, its all played again along the racial lines. Didn't the rakyat vote means anything. They voted without looking at race, religion. Why can't the politicians and also the rulers of the state respect that.
All of a sudden the rulers now have so much to say balbablablbaa. Whats the point that of initiating a change then? if at the end , it comes back to square one. Its like playing the rakyat off don't you don't?
I thought this will be the beginning of something Good but the first few moments just proves other wise. There will never be a bang-sa M-sian. Sad to say.
My utter disappointments in how things have turned out so far.
Why you might ask? We are like into 2weeks after the big tsunami but things are still hazy and blur.
Firstly seems like when forming the state exco and also picking the MB, its all played again along the racial lines. Didn't the rakyat vote means anything. They voted without looking at race, religion. Why can't the politicians and also the rulers of the state respect that.
All of a sudden the rulers now have so much to say balbablablbaa. Whats the point that of initiating a change then? if at the end , it comes back to square one. Its like playing the rakyat off don't you don't?
I thought this will be the beginning of something Good but the first few moments just proves other wise. There will never be a bang-sa M-sian. Sad to say.
My utter disappointments in how things have turned out so far.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
The Answer has been revealed
The results of the election is out and the state which I live in is now under the governance of the opp side.
The results have been quite shocking this election. Seeing many of the high profilers in the ruling party losing.
People wanted change and now the change is here. Is it for the better? or worse?
Thats still being left to be seen.
4 years to trial has been given. Lets pray and hope for the best.
I pray now for these leaders to have wisdom. I ask God to help guide them and help them to be a just decision and to be fair.
I also pray for the people to be calm and to have a sound mind. I continue to pray for peace and stability.
Let good come out of this and not the opposite. AMEN.
The results have been quite shocking this election. Seeing many of the high profilers in the ruling party losing.
People wanted change and now the change is here. Is it for the better? or worse?
Thats still being left to be seen.
4 years to trial has been given. Lets pray and hope for the best.
I pray now for these leaders to have wisdom. I ask God to help guide them and help them to be a just decision and to be fair.
I also pray for the people to be calm and to have a sound mind. I continue to pray for peace and stability.
Let good come out of this and not the opposite. AMEN.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Pray for US
Today we go out and exercise our duties as citizens.
I have gone out early and done my duty.
I urge if you're reading this today (march 8) , please pray for our nation and the voters.
That with God's Guidance they will vote wisely. And that the minorities of this countries will still be safe and ok with the outcome of the election. That our rights will not be oppressed until ground zero.
Thank you.
I have gone out early and done my duty.
I urge if you're reading this today (march 8) , please pray for our nation and the voters.
That with God's Guidance they will vote wisely. And that the minorities of this countries will still be safe and ok with the outcome of the election. That our rights will not be oppressed until ground zero.
Thank you.
Friday, March 07, 2008
Some people are just full of !@&#@
Just a few minutes ago, I had a conversation with someone who initially sms'ed me to ask how to check their polling center.
Then I saw this person online. So I asked, you decided to vote tomorrow. The answer was maybe.
then started asking weird questions.
Do we have to line up?
Alot of people gah?
Have to wait in hot sun ah?
HELLO!!!! are those things more important than exercising your rights? I think her brain is screwed. or rather... losing her screws. hahaha.
I think she is JUST TOO VAIN. This are just small matters.
Life just doesn't revolve around beauty. Life is so much more than that superficial , artificial crap. Yea you have to take care of yourself, be presentable. But don't need to be obsessed.
So to me, that shows her immaturity. Mind you, she is my age and has been married before and now divorced and looking. She even told me, she is very obsessed with her looks. But think tho' if a man likes you for your outer beauty, how long will it last. I am not judging that becoz she is now divorced. I am more concern on her compulsive obsessive behavior in looking good.. going thinner when she is already stick thin.
Well I am going to exercise my rights, BE IT RAIN OR SHINE.
Then I saw this person online. So I asked, you decided to vote tomorrow. The answer was maybe.
then started asking weird questions.
Do we have to line up?
Alot of people gah?
Have to wait in hot sun ah?
HELLO!!!! are those things more important than exercising your rights? I think her brain is screwed. or rather... losing her screws. hahaha.
I think she is JUST TOO VAIN. This are just small matters.
Life just doesn't revolve around beauty. Life is so much more than that superficial , artificial crap. Yea you have to take care of yourself, be presentable. But don't need to be obsessed.
So to me, that shows her immaturity. Mind you, she is my age and has been married before and now divorced and looking. She even told me, she is very obsessed with her looks. But think tho' if a man likes you for your outer beauty, how long will it last. I am not judging that becoz she is now divorced. I am more concern on her compulsive obsessive behavior in looking good.. going thinner when she is already stick thin.
Well I am going to exercise my rights, BE IT RAIN OR SHINE.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Working 16 hours straight
Support life really sucks but being OPS sucks more than ever.
I worked 16 hours straight yesterday. Starting from 8 and went well until 12 midnite.
I hate it coz when i work such long hours when i come back I am unable to sleep. My whole body system just goes haywire. I couldn't sleep last nite. I only had like 4 hours sleep. My whole body is aching and my lips and eyes burning.
Granted I am at home today taking time off but I still have to login to finish a presentation which is due at 5pm today and I am presenting it at 8am tomorrow.
Life just stinks at the moment. I have been saying a novena to st. J. for 2 petitions. Please pray for me too that this will be answered. I can't stand living like this anymore.
I worked 16 hours straight yesterday. Starting from 8 and went well until 12 midnite.
I hate it coz when i work such long hours when i come back I am unable to sleep. My whole body system just goes haywire. I couldn't sleep last nite. I only had like 4 hours sleep. My whole body is aching and my lips and eyes burning.
Granted I am at home today taking time off but I still have to login to finish a presentation which is due at 5pm today and I am presenting it at 8am tomorrow.
Life just stinks at the moment. I have been saying a novena to st. J. for 2 petitions. Please pray for me too that this will be answered. I can't stand living like this anymore.
As the Day Draws Closer
As the Day draws closer for the citi-Zens of this cntry to vote, some uneasy new has surfaced.
Today there was an announcement made with regards to the "certain" ink usage has been scrapped. thats like 3 days before election? Is this a SCAM. Where is the Integrity??
I think this action speaks for itself. Clearly people are no brainless these days. And would certainly not liked to be treated as brainless either.
I wish the "nannies" of this cntry would give us more credit. We are educated people. And to pull a fast one like that just reflects how their mind works and basically their trustworthiness.
That my say........... for now..............
On this day, I shall go out and exercise my rights. Whatever the turn out would be, I pray to God that it will be his will for this cntry.
Today there was an announcement made with regards to the "certain" ink usage has been scrapped. thats like 3 days before election? Is this a SCAM. Where is the Integrity??
I think this action speaks for itself. Clearly people are no brainless these days. And would certainly not liked to be treated as brainless either.
I wish the "nannies" of this cntry would give us more credit. We are educated people. And to pull a fast one like that just reflects how their mind works and basically their trustworthiness.
That my say........... for now..............
On this day, I shall go out and exercise my rights. Whatever the turn out would be, I pray to God that it will be his will for this cntry.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Friday, February 08, 2008
Privati-zing
Of late I have noticed alot of blogs are going on a private mode. Most have set login/password for invited guess only.
There a few blogs which i frequent. Mainly just to read about it and nothing more....
Its fun sometimes to read about what people go through daily esp those who live overseas. Their lives seems so much fuller than ours. Or is it just that they are good at portraying that? And it all but an illusion?
couple of years back, i used to read this blog of an american in china and before that he was in korean. His blog always seems so happy and fun.. talking about his life and the interesting things.
Then one day, my friend told me that that guy committed suicide. KABOOM just like that.
Makesyou wonder eh.. maybe these people are just great writers , great illusionist.
Either way, I don't give two hoots, i like readin them. As long as they make me think there is hope out there.
maybe one day my dream will be achieved before i reach six feet under.
There a few blogs which i frequent. Mainly just to read about it and nothing more....
Its fun sometimes to read about what people go through daily esp those who live overseas. Their lives seems so much fuller than ours. Or is it just that they are good at portraying that? And it all but an illusion?
couple of years back, i used to read this blog of an american in china and before that he was in korean. His blog always seems so happy and fun.. talking about his life and the interesting things.
Then one day, my friend told me that that guy committed suicide. KABOOM just like that.
Makesyou wonder eh.. maybe these people are just great writers , great illusionist.
Either way, I don't give two hoots, i like readin them. As long as they make me think there is hope out there.
maybe one day my dream will be achieved before i reach six feet under.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Making a change
I was having this conversation with my colleague via our company's internal chat program.
She always seem so happy and chirpy and not bothered by work. I guess one other reason is that she doesn't need to deal with the politics around coz she is not a permanent staff. Also recently she has embarked on the MLM boat.
One thing that i should take out of the conversation was she said she never let work effect her. Work is just work and that about it. and if you only have work then your focus would be more so need to have something outside work to focus your energy on.
Very true. Gonna take that with me. Hopefully 2008 will be GREAT YEAR!
She always seem so happy and chirpy and not bothered by work. I guess one other reason is that she doesn't need to deal with the politics around coz she is not a permanent staff. Also recently she has embarked on the MLM boat.
One thing that i should take out of the conversation was she said she never let work effect her. Work is just work and that about it. and if you only have work then your focus would be more so need to have something outside work to focus your energy on.
Very true. Gonna take that with me. Hopefully 2008 will be GREAT YEAR!
Monday, January 14, 2008
Spent 2.5 hours on the road
Today was such a horrendous Monday.
Left my home at 6.40am...
First section of the journey, Jam right after the first toll. Then moving again
Then after the second toll, jam... standstill................................
Was stuck for more than 1.5 hours........................... Then saw the stewpid lorry carrying sand overturn.. damn it.
Body aching. Knee aching... what a blue monday.
SMS my colleague but that bugger didn't tell me boss.. so i had to go in and inform her myself after i arrive . If not she would think i no respect her mah.
Susah lah jadi manusia.
Left my home at 6.40am...
First section of the journey, Jam right after the first toll. Then moving again
Then after the second toll, jam... standstill................................
Was stuck for more than 1.5 hours........................... Then saw the stewpid lorry carrying sand overturn.. damn it.
Body aching. Knee aching... what a blue monday.
SMS my colleague but that bugger didn't tell me boss.. so i had to go in and inform her myself after i arrive . If not she would think i no respect her mah.
Susah lah jadi manusia.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Zippo
Thank You to FY who provided info on where to buy Zippo.
got it yesterday. Was abit curious why would a watch shop sell zippo. Now i know the answer. Coz they do sell lighters and i saw at the lighter stand it had the word zippo on it.
:)
got it yesterday. Was abit curious why would a watch shop sell zippo. Now i know the answer. Coz they do sell lighters and i saw at the lighter stand it had the word zippo on it.
:)
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Zoom
Today is a public holiday here. As usual, I want to sleep in. Of late, I have been feeling very tired most of the time. I am always an earlier riser but as time goes by, I tend to sleep in later and later.
Today i woke up around 7.30am. Then by 8am, I was checking on somethings. I have made a mental note of what to do for the day. The major plan was to do cleaning.
My place isn't big but its a real chore to clean :P. I decided to start with my closet. I have clothes oozing out the brims. So its high time some spring cleaning is done. I manage to get one bag full of clothes I would like to give away. and another to discard. But you know , I have a problem, when i usually give the bag to my mom to give the clothes away. She will always say this one still can be worn, that one still looks ok. I always tell her.. leave it be. Coz if i keep listening to her and keeping everything, the spring cleaning will never be successful.
Around 9.30am, I decided to go buy some groceries. I hardly ever go to Tesco. I am more of Jusco or Carre Four person. Anyways.. i decided to head to Tesco as I have a need to visit the clobber at the curve. I haven't tried the clobber before but the way it was advert like its cheaper compared to other places. Cheap and good job - advert says. Do i trust? Guess the only way to know is to try it out. Cost me RM16 to reheel one pair of shoes. Cheap ah? I forgot the last time I did in Mid-V how much did it cost me? Anyways.. will take note next time.
Alot of ppl at Tesco wor. Gile lah. 10am is like.. packed parking also susah nak dapat. But i managed to find one and then bought only few things. I am very scared to go out coz it equals to spending money.
One thing that i was looking for but didn't manage to find was the Zippo (the lighter refiller). I need that to clean my white bag - not leather lah. Crap lah. Where to buy???? Zippo was recommended by thelady who sold me the bag.
If you know where to buy, drop me note k.
Day is almost over. Sad lah...........
Today i woke up around 7.30am. Then by 8am, I was checking on somethings. I have made a mental note of what to do for the day. The major plan was to do cleaning.
My place isn't big but its a real chore to clean :P. I decided to start with my closet. I have clothes oozing out the brims. So its high time some spring cleaning is done. I manage to get one bag full of clothes I would like to give away. and another to discard. But you know , I have a problem, when i usually give the bag to my mom to give the clothes away. She will always say this one still can be worn, that one still looks ok. I always tell her.. leave it be. Coz if i keep listening to her and keeping everything, the spring cleaning will never be successful.
Around 9.30am, I decided to go buy some groceries. I hardly ever go to Tesco. I am more of Jusco or Carre Four person. Anyways.. i decided to head to Tesco as I have a need to visit the clobber at the curve. I haven't tried the clobber before but the way it was advert like its cheaper compared to other places. Cheap and good job - advert says. Do i trust? Guess the only way to know is to try it out. Cost me RM16 to reheel one pair of shoes. Cheap ah? I forgot the last time I did in Mid-V how much did it cost me? Anyways.. will take note next time.
Alot of ppl at Tesco wor. Gile lah. 10am is like.. packed parking also susah nak dapat. But i managed to find one and then bought only few things. I am very scared to go out coz it equals to spending money.
One thing that i was looking for but didn't manage to find was the Zippo (the lighter refiller). I need that to clean my white bag - not leather lah. Crap lah. Where to buy???? Zippo was recommended by thelady who sold me the bag.
If you know where to buy, drop me note k.
Day is almost over. Sad lah...........
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Hero*es Season Dua
One word - awesome!!!!!
don't miss it.....
I am only half way thru.....................
don't miss it.....
I am only half way thru.....................
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